The scars that hurt the most are the ones who’ve felt no wound.
The heart strings so acutely tuned
To all the world can give,
They forget they’re part of a bigger being that simply wants to live.
When I’m with him nothing else matters.
All thoughts of the world, of my appearance, of anything slip far away from my mind.
He makes me feel as if my hair looks like a models, even when it’s as tangled as Rapunzel’s locks.
He makes me feel like I’m the prettiest girl in the world when I’m with him, regardless of what I actually look like.
When I’m with him my insecurities are gone, and left in their place is a feeling of serenity and happiness.
~HIM
Our bodies fit together like two pieces of a puzzle,
Our souls entwined around our hearts,
You are mine and I am yours.
I do not want for much,
Just a text.
Just a call.
Just a gesture that tells me you’re thinking about me.
A movement that shows you still care.
A reminder that I’m important.
I do not want for much.
When you have someone, don’t stop acting like you’re trying to get them.
A lack of effort will make you lose them.
I cannot seem to comprehend,
When days begin and when they end.
Drifting in and out each hour,
My thirst for life is turning sour.
I want to live, I swear it’s true,
But I honestly don’t know what to do.
This haze I’m in could be cut with a knife,
I feel as if I’m doing everything but living my life.
Makes the birds sing
Makes the sun shine
Is brighter than diamonds
Is worth more than gold
Makes everything okay.
~ That Smile
If you need him you shouldn’t beg for him to be there
He should be there in a heartbeat because he loves you.
“You’re too young…”
Yes I’m too young to feel like this
I’m too young to have scars covering my hips
I’m too young to hide in a corner until the panic passes
I’m too young to know what it’s like to want death
I’m too young to go through each day afraid
I’m too young.
“To be drinking coffee”
I filled my hand with pain killers
Put them up to my mouth
I shoved them all in
As the tears all fell out.
I cried and I cried on the bathroom floor
Until the point that I couldn’t anymore.
I could no longer fake it, I couldn’t pretend,
I couldn’t act like I didn’t want it to end.
©2018
